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Thursday, June 07, 2007

\\*I still LOVE him!!!!*//

Long long time nv updated my blog le! :( Many things happened ard me for e past 4 mths... ...

1st: Transfered to harborfront centre for a mth le, slowly adapted to e environment there!

2nd: My b-dae's cumin... Me's gona celebrate @ Ben & Jerry Vivo City which near kor's store! Yay, think will b inviting ard 20 peeps. :P

3rd: Officially broke up wif him (my 'hubby') for 3 mths le!!! But, I still can't 4get him... To me, he's still my No. 1 in my heart! =x I still Love n Like him! Once, i told kor tat kor's only No. 2 in my heart! I think kor nt happy abt his status in my heart; he think tat he's No. 1... Hiaz, he n my 'hubby' is e same; they alwaes like to 'fight' No. 1.

4th: Kor's store is in e mess!!! Long time nv go there work part-time... When I came back work ystd, e store's totally like upside-down. How I wish my 'hubby' will cum back 2 work! He'll make e shop in a neat manner lol! =s Hiaz, dunnoe how kor manage e store siah!!!

5th: WORK IS E MOST IMPORTANT THING TO ME NOW!!! Nothing can't b compared to work, even relationship... I wana enjoy my life n work since I'm still young now.

Ystd, I miss my 'hubby' so much tat i kept tokin abt him in front of kor! Then, kor asked me whether I'd patched back wif him again. Coz kor knew tat both of us still ve feelings 2wards each other. I replied tat although both of us still gt feelings but we're buddies. Sometimes, I wish I would like to marry to him 4eva, I dun wish 2 c him so sad! I wana 2 c him very happy everyday. I don't really intend 2 patch up wif him coz I alwaes make him angry n satisfied him. I failed 2 make him happy everytime, although I tell myself 2 change 4 him! :( But no matter wht happened, I still regard him as my No. 1.

My 'admirer' came back to work a wk ago. Initially, when ljs juz started last Oct, he was recruited by kor. @ 1st, i wana hide frm my 'hubby'. In e end, he knew it n break up e buddy relationship wif my 'admirer'. :( Hiaz, until now, I won't 4get e scene how my 'hubby' break up wif him! Kor dunnoe e real reason behind this matter. So everytime, I saw him, I won't wana stead wif him coz I gt my 'hubby' in my heart; even though we may nt b e real husband n wife nxt time! =x

Nowadaes, I still admire some guys on e street but thinkin abt my 'hubby', I decided to 'close my eyes' n totally concentrate on him! Everytime, I saw some1 I admired, my mind alwaes startin 2 remind me tat I've no more space 4 this guy @ e moment lol... Some1 else had taken a big space in my heart le! This mornin, I juz had a arguement wif my 'hubby'. He wana c me, but I'm lazy 2 go out! =x Then he said I was givin excuses... yes, I'm givin excuses! Sorry, but i really lazy n no mood go out 2dae! :( So guys out there, if ur beloved asked u go out, u better nt giving any lame excuses 2 them otherwise they'll ignore u 4eva!

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