-DuN wOrRy, Be HaPpy-

Monday, December 11, 2006

\\*Free! Sad!! Confused!!!*//

E yr's cumin near 2 end le... Now's Dec lol, 20 more daes to 2007!!!

For e past 2 wks, I've a mixed feelings of happy, free, sad & confused. Y? Coz of him (my 'darlin hubby'). Last mth end, we'd a severe argument tat we went into a 'cold-war'. It's nt tat I wana argue wif him, but mayb coz of our busy workin schedule bah. Few daes later, we patched up again... But, my feelings towards him ve gone! I no longer love him anymore. However, I'll still worry abt him sometimes. Now, I'm confused. My mind is in a whirl! :( Furthermore, I've made him 2 change 2 another person le; a person whom i dunnoe anymore!

OH GOD!!! PLZ HELP ME!!! wht shld i do now? Follow my heart sae?? Another problem's I 'admire' his buddy, Din; n i wanted 2 'woo' him. Maybe Din's like K (my ex) bah. I think I still can't 4get my ex. Tat's y I ve nv been devoted 2 my current 'darlin hubby'.

Hubby, sorry!!! I'm so so so sorry... I wanted 2 make effort 2 change myself! Thx 4 givin me so many chances.

Wif Care & Concern|11:37 AM|

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