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Friday, April 07, 2006

\\*A dae tat I'll never 4get!!!*//

Ystd was a dae which I'll never 4get in my life!!! & I'll oso not 4give a particular person. I thought this will not happen 2 me but... ... it'd once again hurt my heart.

Be4 tokin abt ystd incident, I shall tok abt another incident which happened 2 yrs ago. Even though it happened in different person but e process was somehow similar. Both of them are my admirers! A particular sch daes 2 yrs ago, it was time for me to go home le. So I went to lame cls & asked her if we could go hm 2gether. (P.S: Although we live @ diff. place, we walked to same bus-stop after sch) When I reached @ lame cls, another frend oso wanted go home 2gether. As we were out frm clsrm, we saw my admirer, who was my clsmate for 1 semester. Then, my frend asked him whether he wana walked to e bus-stop 2gether. He nodded his head. So, 3 of us waitin 4 him & his frend outside a open-space clsrm. Time went past very quickly & I wanted 2 tell my frend tat both lame & me went hm 1st. But hor, she would sae some crap out. Therefore, I decided 2 wait patiently. Finally, he 'dilly dally' walked out frm e clsrm, after which we walked down 2gether. When we reached e canteen, he suddenly went 2 e snack machine to buy snacks. Wht made me very furious was tat he never told us b4hand tat he wana buy snacks siah!!!! As I could c he was tryin to delay e time frm gg hm, I felt very fed-up & walked away cryin. Then me & lame went off separate way frm them. But as we reached e bus-stop, we still saw them. Hiaz!!! :( As we reached there, he asked wht had happened 2 me as he could c my face even though my tears had been wiped away. Throughout tat time, e 4 of us were very quiet. He didn't dare to speak out carelessly. Ever since then, I couldn't 4give him & will never 4get tat incident.

There is quite a cute colleague who is a guy called Fiq in my shop. When he came for work abt 3 wks ago, I was 'attracted' by his cuteness & kindness. However, he somehow possesses e same character & behavior of my admirer in sch. Whenever both of us are working in same shift, we are juz like couple arugin! =x Both of us like 2 pin-point each other. But, e incident tat happened ystd, had made him becum my enemy. I thought I could be more aware & prevent another similar incident which happened 2 yrs ago, but I've failed. y?? Y both of them ve such a charm tat I was kinda 'attracted' by??? :z Y? y both of them wana make me angry??
I was workin mornin shift & was abt 2 go hm when e incident happened. I was doin things in e kitchen when Fiq tok abt e Indian guy who confessed to me a mth ago. He muz ve heard it frm tat blardy person himself. Cum on man!!! I regard tat Indian guy as normal frend niah!! Then hor, he was so blardy sad when I rejected him! Fiq keep sayin tat I wana went hm liaoz cos tat I miss tat Indian guy. Blah Blah Blah... ... I noe he was kiddin & 'play play' niah!!! But hor, he shouldn't go tat overboard. Worse still was tat there was oso another staff joined in e fun!!! :s In e end, both of them were too overboard liaoz. @ last, I really ve no patience liaoz tat I shouted & broke down in e kitchen. E moment tat I broke down, he was stunned & wanted 2 console + calmed me down. But, I chased him away. He even took tissue paper 4 me. FIQ, I'LL HATE U 4EVA!!!!!!!!!!

Wif Care & Concern|12:54 AM|

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