It has been a very brand new year 2008 though 2 mths had already past. It has been a long time since I entered a blog. New year and Chinese New Year had also past, yet I have acheived nothing in all my life besides studying.
Stead back with my 'boy-boy' for 4 months already, but always doubting him and finding faults with him! :( When will I ever learnt not to suspicious with him that he is not a playboy, just like 'kor'.... When will I also learnt not to lie to him and become less jealous whenever he sees any pretty girls on the street! Hiaz, wht a headache! Guess this has to be overecome over the times bah... I don't wana lose him because he teaches me a lot of things about life.
Many many things happened for past 2 mths... Hiaz!!!!
Ve been secretly 'admired' a guy who work diagonally opposite my shop! @ 1st, i din even noe where he worked... As days past by, i came to noe tat he work in "all bag" shop. He is indeed a shy guy tat I've ever seen in my life! Normally, he would cum to my shop to buy 1.5 litres of mineral water. He looked shy and embarrassed every time he waiting at the cashier as there'll always be customer in front of him.
It'd been 10 days since my 21st birthday!!! I celebrated my memorable 21st birthday @ Ben N Jerry in Vivo City. Since it's near my kor's shop, I can ask him n all his staff to celebrate together. All're ving fun there, but too bad they still had to work after the fun.
I'M FREE!!! Yay, I've remain as single again lol... Being in a relationship is hard & need time 2 maintain. Even though until now, I still wish tat I cn patch up wif my 'hubby' but i think it's no longer possible le! He's going to NS soon & he knows tat I'll be wasting my time if I wait 4 him 2 finish NS. By tat time, I may have a new boyfriend & will probably married by tat time le! To me, he's still my No. 1 until I've found my predestined husband. Hehehehehe... =x
The main reason for not leaving him is because I dun wanna see him so stressed & he needs some1 to look after and care for him. I wanna see him happy and do whatever he wants. No matter wht, I still ve 2 leave him 4eva le! GOODBYE, my 'hubby'! Take care! Go & Find e happiness tat belong to u bah... :)
Now in kor's shop, I n Bao Ling 'mei mei' re e only guys tat re still single! I've been enjoying this life liaoz, not really in e mood of finding new relationship unless I think it's stable for me. To me now, the most important thing is to work hard & go back school 2 study lol... Planning 2 take courses on pharmaceutical science since I've studied basic pharmaceutical knowledge in polytechnic. I've alwaes like 2 know more knowledge on medicine. Hope when I've finished studying, I can be a pharmacist lol! Yay, it had been my dream. Gambette!
Long long time nv updated my blog le! :( Many things happened ard me for e past 4 mths... ...
1st: Transfered to harborfront centre for a mth le, slowly adapted to e environment there!
2nd: My b-dae's cumin... Me's gona celebrate @ Ben & Jerry Vivo City which near kor's store! Yay, think will b inviting ard 20 peeps. :P
3rd: Officially broke up wif him (my 'hubby') for 3 mths le!!! But, I still can't 4get him... To me, he's still my No. 1 in my heart! =x I still Love n Like him! Once, i told kor tat kor's only No. 2 in my heart! I think kor nt happy abt his status in my heart; he think tat he's No. 1... Hiaz, he n my 'hubby' is e same; they alwaes like to 'fight' No. 1.
4th: Kor's store is in e mess!!! Long time nv go there work part-time... When I came back work ystd, e store's totally like upside-down. How I wish my 'hubby' will cum back 2 work! He'll make e shop in a neat manner lol! =s Hiaz, dunnoe how kor manage e store siah!!!
5th: WORK IS E MOST IMPORTANT THING TO ME NOW!!! Nothing can't b compared to work, even relationship... I wana enjoy my life n work since I'm still young now.
Ystd, I miss my 'hubby' so much tat i kept tokin abt him in front of kor! Then, kor asked me whether I'd patched back wif him again. Coz kor knew tat both of us still ve feelings 2wards each other. I replied tat although both of us still gt feelings but we're buddies. Sometimes, I wish I would like to marry to him 4eva, I dun wish 2 c him so sad! I wana 2 c him very happy everyday. I don't really intend 2 patch up wif him coz I alwaes make him angry n satisfied him. I failed 2 make him happy everytime, although I tell myself 2 change 4 him! :( But no matter wht happened, I still regard him as my No. 1.
My 'admirer' came back to work a wk ago. Initially, when ljs juz started last Oct, he was recruited by kor. @ 1st, i wana hide frm my 'hubby'. In e end, he knew it n break up e buddy relationship wif my 'admirer'. :( Hiaz, until now, I won't 4get e scene how my 'hubby' break up wif him! Kor dunnoe e real reason behind this matter. So everytime, I saw him, I won't wana stead wif him coz I gt my 'hubby' in my heart; even though we may nt b e real husband n wife nxt time! =x
Nowadaes, I still admire some guys on e street but thinkin abt my 'hubby', I decided to 'close my eyes' n totally concentrate on him! Everytime, I saw some1 I admired, my mind alwaes startin 2 remind me tat I've no more space 4 this guy @ e moment lol... Some1 else had taken a big space in my heart le! This mornin, I juz had a arguement wif my 'hubby'. He wana c me, but I'm lazy 2 go out! =x Then he said I was givin excuses... yes, I'm givin excuses! Sorry, but i really lazy n no mood go out 2dae! :( So guys out there, if ur beloved asked u go out, u better nt giving any lame excuses 2 them otherwise they'll ignore u 4eva!
Yay.... nat's in lol!!! But i missed his performance ystd coz I went to play badminton wif my 2 very 'crappy' buddies... Sooooooooo long dun ve tat kind of feelin le!! Wht feelin?? Being 'drunk'; hahaha... Kiddin! E feeling tat we alwaes crap wif each other when we meet up! It seemed like we're going back to sch times!
I saw nat on 5/1/07... He was filmin e introduction for e Top 3 outside Singapore Art Museum. I was walking past wif my ex when i saw some1 familiar. As we were only few distance away frm him, I suddenly shouted. I think Nat heard it as he looked @ my direction... Then, out of nowhere, I took e courage to wave @ him when he was abt to start filming! =x I'd oso nv expected tat he would waved back & smiled @ me... OMG!!! I was smitten by his smile @ tat time... P/s: It's juz my comment! =x
2dae is 5/1... It's e last dae of seein him if he's fine after e pending police case later! It's oso his b-dae... After 2dae, everythin'll b e past. I'm gg 2 forget him 4ever!!! I've decided 2 go back 2 my own life again: 'single'. Yay, finally I'm single again... Juz like wht Xue Yin'd said b4 in her blog; he ain't worth my time anymore!
We juz had a phone conversation. I could dare sae he'd change a lot since we break up 2 mths ago! He'd a 'darling' stead juz a dae ago... ... Bro, remember 2 take gd care of ur darling hor! Alwaes wish u happiness n this relationship can last forever to u! :)
Recently, I went to vivo pet safari & I... ... juz like my normal self; kinda of attracted to a very 'cute' guy! Hm, wondering whtever I shld take his no. when I go later in e afternoon to collect my hamsters. E hamsters re present 4 my frend. :P HEHEHE...
Nickname: Babyface
Sex: Female
B-dae: 15/07/1986
Age: secret!! (as pple gettin older) =x
Zodiac: Cancerian
Ethic Group: Chinese
Location: Somewhere in S'pore
FAV. IDOLS
Individuals
1st: Ahdi (Energy)
2nd: Mingdao (183 Club)
3rd: Sebastian (Project Superstar 1)
4th: Derrick (Project Superstar 1)
5th: Gino (KONE)
6th: XinShu-Johnny (183 Club)
7th: Nathaniel Tan (Project Superstar 2)
8th: WeiJian (Project Superstar 2)
Groups/Band
1st: Energy
2nd: 183 Club
3rd: KONE
